How I’m feeling today (14th through 18th edition)

This week has been EXTREMELY trying, both physically and emotionally. Wednesday night I forgot to take my evening anti-histamine, so I didn’t sleep AND I couldn’t breathe all night, plus I was getting a leg cramp all night and morning. Since then both feet have hurt.

I realized that at least 75% of my boob pain was due to my bra not fitting properly. Every old woman who’s measured me at Macy’s has always insisted that I’m a 34b. No wonder I’ve been in pain, the bra that FIT me when I went to get a new one Wednesday night was a 36c. I’ve had some residual pain from trying to rip my own breast off while covering myself with a towel (also Wednesday night), but other than that they’re back to their regular and occasional sharp (but much less intense) pains.

Sleep has not been great. Twice this week I took an extra 5HTP at night to help (and it REALLY did, too), I will probably do that again tonight to have a good, well-rested start to my week.

Soreness-wise, I’m doing a LOT better now that emotionally things have settled down a little bit. My body still is feeling rather stiff and uncooperative in general, but it’s nothing out of the ordinary.