Nix has stomach issues and they messed everything else up.

I’ve been dealing with some sort of stomach bullshit for a few months now. Turns out it’s possibly related to a medicine I’d been taking but now stopped, but we’ll have to see how that goes.

The point is, with my stomach all fucked up, I’d stopped taking my Celebrex. I’ve been regretting it more by the day. It’s gotten bad enough that I’d planned on starting the Celebrex again tonight, but since today was the first day without the medicine we think was messing up my stomach, I have to wait on that, too.

I am a walking fucking mess. Much more so than normal. My back CONSTANTLY aches like I need to have it adjusted. All of my aches. My left calf tried to cramp this morning. I managed to stop it, but now it hurts like hell when I walk and go up the stairs. I’d lost a LOT of weight, but that’s finally mellowed out. I started eating again about a week ago? Something like that. It’s still difficult to eat. Like right now I really want to snack. I always snack. I snack to a fault and end up over eating. I just can’t do it anymore. Whatever went wrong with my stomach just says no.

So that’s where we are today. I’m a bit more broken than usual, but hopefully on the path to getting better(ish) again.

Notes mostly for my own reference: allergies are at 8/10, sleeping mostly through the night but waking up around 5:45 every morning, hands hurt while driving